| A Review of: : All Times Have Been Modern by Sarah SeleckyMoving breathlessly through more than thirty years of the Kay
Olenski's life in relentless present tense, All Times Have Been
Modern reveals the intimate details of Kay's life as though we are
right there with her. At 13, Kay is hooked on reading the racy
scenes she can find in the books in the family library-scenes that
turn her "into a ticking little time-bomb reading a booksexually
ticking" The books seduce her first, but when this "sexual
ticking" mixes with flirtation with a boy who is staying with
her family that summer, Kay creates a blueprint for arousal that
stays with her through adulthood. Years later, after her first novel
is published and her first marriage ends, Kay moves to Montreal in
order to find that peace of mind that will let her write again. It
is not altogether surprising that our narrator meets and seduces a
man in this new city. Kay needs solitude in order to write, but we
also know that she writes out of her experience of passion. This
is a story about writing as much as it is a story about love, and
most notably, this is a story about how a writer tries to reconcile
these two powerful forces in her life.
Galbraith is considerably younger than Kay, which is partly why
their relationship is not sustainable. Theirs is a turbulent and
dramatic affair full of late night talks in bed, romantic rendezvous
in the country, angry fights in the kitchen, and sexual ecstasy.
It envelops Kay and yanks her away from her writing: "Our first
Monday back in Montreal we end up going to bed at five in the
afternoon, the sun pouring in over us, my mouth moving over his
body like a suctiony sea anemone, my mouth biting his fingers like
a minnow, bites meant to express sexy ownership, and he's undersea
life too, the little fishes that are my lips bumping against him,
licking and nibbling. All day long, I dream of him and I don't even
write anything that I'm happy with, I don't even have anything to
write about except for my exhausting happiness-but it doesn't even
quite feel like happiness, it's too agitated to be happiness or I'm
too unaccustomed to euphoria or I just long for solitude, I don't
even read any more, I've forgotten how to make even the most amazing
book matter to me"
But things become even more interesting when we see the way Kay
husbands her emotions after Galbraith ends the affair. Her jealousy
and heartbreak become something else when she writes them down-they
are the fuel for her second book. Halfway through, Harvor's novel
seems to be less a love story and more an examination of how emotional
intensity can be mediated through the writing life: "Only work
on my novel got me through the winter's bluster and violent cold.
And only work on my novel will get me through the recklessly fragrant
spring, through the early summer evenings when I'm sure to be undone
by some heartbroken song." Kay transforms her loneliness through
writing about it, and as readers, we see how this is done.
Perhaps this is why Harvor chose to write in such a confessional
tone, revealing Kay's vulnerability, her self-doubt, and so many
of her detailed thought processes. Kay thinks like a writer-every
part of life counts, because everything can be used in her writing.
And as her readers, we get to watch Kay in action, observing the
raw material of a writer's life as it is revealed to her. It is the
way the light falls in Charlottetown, it's the memory of an elevator
ride with her ex-mother-in-law, it's the loud man swearing on the
neighbour's balcony next door to her apartment in Montreal. This
life is Kay's, but we know that in some way it also belongs to
Harvor. This is a novel about a novelist who transforms her real
life into fiction, after all. And Harvor poses this question: If
the essential love triangle is a struggle between passion, writing
and life, how can a writer ever hope to resolve it? When Kay's
landlord invites her to a friendly dinner, Kay admits her reluctance:
"How can I convey my gratitude while at the same time turning
him down so I can keep the evening free to work at my work? I feel
a kind of hysteria from the thought of the squandered hours. After
all, what is free time for, except to write? Write and make love?"
All Times Have Been Modern overflows with vivid details that linger
long after you have finished reading them; you can recall Harvor's
images with such clarity, it is almost as though they've become
part of your own lived experience. This is the magic of reading
something well written-it blurs the lines between what is true and
what you know is imagined. Harvor has written a love story, but
what is most compelling is her unflinchingly honest portrait of a
novelist's life.
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